My sister is here and asleep on my bed. As soon as she wakes up she'll roll over and get on her laptop... I love her but she talks my head off and always messes up my bed. Jesse says that she talks so much to me because she missed me. I don't know, though. I just think she talks a lot.

I've been having migraines for weeks now. With each one I get they get more intense. I get a new pair of glasses this Tuesday. I'm actually very excited. :) They are really cute. If I still had a camera...

I want to cut and dye my hair, but I've worked so hard to get it to this length.

This post doesn't consist of much.

Isn't it funny how a day can start out in the worst of ways and end up wonderful at the end? My yesterday was like that. I had been playing World of Warcraft and was really excited because the Valentine's Day events had started. I remember telling Jesse: "This is soooo cute. I'm going to do this all day!" Not too long afterward the lights flickered, then the electricity flickered off... on... off... on... stayed on for a few seconds, then flickered off to stay off. The avid Warcraft nerd in me was devastated and she started screaming in my head. My older brother and I had nothing to do so we sat in our living room. He listened to me read a chapter or two of a book my mother had been reading (a mystery that involved cats; she's crazy about those). The wind was blowing hard all day so we just figured that a tree fell on a power line somewhere... no big deal.

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I have no idea where to start first. How long has it been since I've posted? Don't tell me. Do I have friends on here still?

I guess I could start with how I am. I'd love to say great, but I'm only fine. :) Which means that things could definitely be worse. I'm in a relationship now. He's everything I've ever wanted and more. I catch myself comparing Will to him and it just shows how awful of a boyfriend Will was. I can't believe I put myself through that hell. He told me that he'd always be my friend, but he's telling everyone that I'm a bitch and that I ruined his life. If that is true... I'm glad I did. He ruined my life, as well. I have bills I can't pay. I have time I can't get back... I want to say that I regret it all, but I can't. "Things fall apart so better things can fall together." Jesse is that better thing. Jesse listens to me. Actually LISTENS. We work extremely well together, he understands my ramblings (which is a huge deal to me), and the feeling of 'this is home' fills me when I talk to him. So much to say about him, but I'll stop for now.

In a nutshell... my family is good. The oldest brother is in jail, again. My oldest sister is away at college... and I miss her. The rest are okay. I don't know what else to say, so I'm going to finish this, clean my bedroom, and shower. Oh... I should probably eat, too.

So, I totally lied. It's been over two years since a public post. =X

Today has consisted of: rain, yogurt, world of warcraft, rain, electricity flickering, and more rain. Not anything exciting I'm afraid. However there are updates in my love life that need talked about. That will go in a filter of course. ;) Don't want stalkers to know everything about me.



I really wish I could make myself post everyday like I used to. It's not hard to type up my day. I just don't know what's the point. My life isn't exciting, although it is filled with enough drama for a soap.net special. *Sigh*

I really miss Beth and Korey. I miss the others as well, but not like these two. Beth accepted me for my wackiness and Korey is the best listener I've ever met. I haven't avidly talked to them in a long time. I'm here and they're there. Two different worlds.

I did, however, change my layout. It's very simple, but I like it.

This is my first public entry in about a year and a half, maybe longer. My purpose for this change is... well I don't really know. :)

I've been single for almost three months now. Being single is really strange (considering I was with my ex for two and a half years), but I've come to really enjoy it. For example: I'm a huge flirt. I had a ton of votes for the biggest flirt senior superlative in high school (at the time I was confused about it). Now I can totally see it. I didn't win, thank God... I wasn't wanting it.

Not only has my time to myself helped me realize that, but I'm also very wishy-washy. Meaning, I have no idea what I want out of life. Most would say thats bad, but I don't see it that way. I have so many possibilities and I'm just exploring all of them before I make a commitment. That's smart to do, isn't it?

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On to other things.

I had a very very interesting dream last night. I really liked it. :D At the same time, though, I didn't like it. I don't know, I'm just going to put it out of my mind for now. I have so many things to think about and this would only add to them. My shoulders are wearing down.

By the way: I now have a level 70 Night Elf Druid! My gear really sucks, but I'll be fixing that soon! ;)